Relationship

I have many friends. Local friends, college friends, ex-co-workers and many friends whom I don't remember how I met. Today, I am going to talk about one of my best friends.

I met him in junior high school. I was so nervous on my first day because I was a transfer student. A lot of students came my classroom just to look at me. He was one of them. One day, he spoke to me and introduced himself. He was my first friend at the school.
After we turned twenty, we become very good friends. I was living Tokyo then and he stayed in our hometown. I used to go back to our hometown regularly, but we would meet once a month at most. I called him before I went back home and we would always met. However, I can't explain why we were best friends.

He told me an important thing. Once, I always had a serious expression and said grumbled. He never sais negative things or bad things about anyone, and always laughs. He said; "why are you always talking about bad things? Do you think I'm happy to hear your talk like that?" I was  startled and thought about it through the night. The next day, I told him I'm sorry and vowed that I would never say negative things, for him and myself.

I don't think I have stabbed him in the back still now and I'm able to love myself more than when I was younger. I am going to call him first thing when I back to my country.
Thank you.